Sunset of love.

Have you ever loved someone for years and then one fine day, you realize that you don't ? Have you ever fangirled over someone to the extent that it had rest of the world facepalming, but then one day, one second, you realize that the person doesn't even care.Have you ever just smiled  at even the mention of their name, but then one fateful moment, the lava of butterflies fails to erupt ? Have you ever felt jealous that this 'crush' talks to everyone but you, but then suddenly, you stopped caring ?

 You used to feel those emotions as intense as they could get; but one day, your feelings ceased to exist. You just don't want them anymore.It's not like they  were yours in the first place to begin with, but just the need of wanting them is sucked out by impassiveness. If they don't care, why should you ?

You've liked a lot before. In fact, you've had feelings for so many out there but this one love dominated all. It had made you smile every morning will dressing up for school. It had made you blush while seeing them. It made you stare at them when they weren't looking. All that teasing from your friends had made you go beet red. That one person made you feel special. Happy. But then, you don't feel the same anymore. Hell, you don't feel anything anymore..

Why ? That infinite word stares right back at you, as clueless and dumbstruck as ever. As confused, as lost as you.
You either found someone new. Another person who was just like them; who made you feel special, downright precious. You stopped thinking about this previous person and let yourself fall freely into the unexplored. Your world feels new. You laugh at your former choice and go giddy in the head just thinking about this new found fondness or love. It's bliss.

Or you utterly despise them. They've been nothing but obnoxious to you and you're shell shocked at who they actually are. You may have fallen for that 'irresistible charm, but the personality within left you disgusted. You're horrified that you actually liked them for this long. You're broken at this coated deception.This lie shocks you, leaves you stunned. It's hell and back.

Or you just stopped. No questions asked, no reasons raised.   That feeling just stopped making you glow. The love just halted in its tracks, stagnant- it doesn't run through your veins anymore. You can walk past them without feeling the slightest emotion. Those 'love songs' or 'love quotes' aren't for them anymore. You accept the fact that it was all in the past. It's the truth.