"Don't say it if you don't meant it. Really, don't.And if you can't execute what you say, then don't say it in the first place." It's absolutely hypocritical that we are the ones that end up saying the above lines at some point in our lives,when in reality, we are the ones that aren't honest with ourselves, let alone others. We tell ourselves that we're going to be okay, when in the bare, naked, body of truth, we know that we aren't. We let our hopes and dreams fight with realization. We use courage against destiny.Fight with faith against fate.
Are we going to let this strength, this thirsty ego rule us forever ? Are we not going to face defeat even when it is calling us into a shattering embrace ? How long will we allow this lie to live ? Your answer maybe forever,but you can't let this 'cancer' grow inside of you. Stop this tumor.Control it before it spreads. And before it's too late.
Be honest with yourself. Lying to others maybe indispensable at times; but lying to your own very self ? What made you do that, solve the problem temporarily ?
The greed of present benefits made you let a lie take precedence over the very present. Why ? Face the truth. Hold up your chin,force a smile and take it all in. Then cry. Cry as much as you want to. Pour out your heart. Let your world fall apart. And once this slow, painful, process is over, work towards building yourself again.
Don't have anyone to cry to ? Befriend solitude. Let silence tag along. Sadness may knock on your door a few times; let it in. If you don't, the next visitor would be Anger. And mind you, this visitor does not knock. It barges in.
Music will heal you. Time will help the wounds slowly fade away. But Honesty ? Honesty will get you through. Honesty, with it venomous bitterness, will actually bring sweetness with adversity. It will make you realize your true self. And once that realization takes place, nothing can break you. And even if it does, then Honesty will stand by you. Even if no one does.
After all, how long will you keep it all inside ? How long are you going to camouflage your scars ? How long will the mask stay till it fades away ? This isn't a question I'm asking you. Read my question aloud, and you will realize that this is a question you're asking yourself. How long ?
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